The Rule of 10

When I was dating, I realized that everyone looked for maybe ten things in a partner. You find someone who has seven of them, and after a while, the missing three start looking really important. So, you lose Mr. or Ms. Seven and find a Five. A Five with two of the three factors that the Seven didn't have. Eventually, you figure this one out and decide what are the most important things on your list. You stick with your Seven or Eight and don't obsess about the two things that might be missing. Or, if you have found yourself with a Four, maybe you decide to cut your losses and look for a Seven, unless those four are of such overwhelming importance that you can live without the other six.

This is a lot like career change. Career change is full of tradeoffs. When I was a museum director, I was passionately devoted to my work. I worked all the time-- sixty, seventy, eighty hours a week. There were years in a row-- decades-- when I never took all my vacation. I took two weeks off only once in twenty years, and that was for my honeymoon.

People go to museums on weekends and holidays, so I worked weekends and holidays. That's what museum people do. My husband's family, which I adore, gathers every Thanksgiving weekend so I traded Christmas Week for Thanksgiving Weekend. For years and years, I worked the day after Christmas. The week after Christmas. I worked New Year's Eve, 1999 until 1 a.m. The museum had opened a couple of months before, it was a new center of community in the downtown and it was important that we provide a place for people to celebrate the transition to the new millennium. I went to galas almost every weekend. It was part of the job.

I don't work in a museum any more. There's a lot I miss about museum work: I don't work with the public. I don't have the enormous joy of seeing people enjoy something I created. I don't see art every day.

But my life is my own in a way it has not been for decades. Sure, one or two things a week keep me at work in the evenings. Big deal. I've been living like this for as long as I remember. Now, I go to a couple of fundraisers a year, not one or two a week. The work I do is important; it makes a difference. This is one of the most important items on my list of ten. But it doesn't require every flicker of creativity I have. It leaves me the energy to do other things. I've wanted to write for years. Now, I can. In fact, now I do.